4 am

bleh... sorry for disappearing for 2 weeks. a lot has been going on and i haven't had time to sit down and type about a bunch of stuff. its 4 am as of typing this and there's so much going on in my mind. im thinking of ending julienet as a creative project when the domain name expires next year, my goals for julienet originally isn't lining up with who i am as a person and what i want in my own life so i might retire it. the blog is going to be up obviously, and the tumblr, but not the website. kind of, the neocities page will be up (duh) but just no domain name. it kind of blows but its life. i recently fell down the oshi no ko rabbit hole. AMAZING SERIES FKDNFLDGRIOSGLHSOIGL. I LOVE IT SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH I LOVE AI I LOVE AQUA I LOVE RUBT LSFNRLKDFESKGF. i finished the manga up after "pausing" it (i read too much and forgot to pick it up again) and picking it up 6 months later and its amazing. such an enthralling series, i love stories about idols and how they operate, and the rest of it of course. im not entirely too sure what drew me into the manga but whatever it was (lets be real it was ai) im very glad that it did because its AMAZINGGGGG. im watching the live action version on amazon too and its really good. im 4 episodes in and hope to finish it on sunday, im having a lot of fun watching it. it follows the manga really well and even though i know how it ends im still on the edge of my seat and incredibly excited for whats next, what a great series. i think them changing tokyo blade to a show instead of a play like they did in the manga is a little stupid, disapates a lot of the drama and thrill of the scenes in it but that's fine, the rest of the show is pretty good. im a little scared to watch the anime because i don't really like anime much and i don't know how accurate it would be... i heard there's a 3rd season though, so there's that. i think ruby is my favorite character so far, i love reading and watching her dedication to becoming an idol.... its super cute and i cheer her on in every scene about it. i read about 90 chapters in one day so.... i like this series a lot. the series also made me realise i love j-pop... like a LOT. ive been listening to a lot of fruits zipper and perfume these last few days and it all sounds super dope. radio galaxy would be a KILLER rhythm game song, im imagining the mapping and its super cooooooool. would work so well. my brain hurts. i don't know why. i could be tired but i don't know, it doesn't feel that way which sucks because its 4 AM, so i should be tired right? but im not, i don't like it. im sitting with my legs propped up with my laptop in my lap with the lowest brightness as im just typing away... i wonder what my wpm is right now actually. let me chect:

oh! this is the highest i think its ever been while checking. that's interest actually because i felt like i was typing fast but i wasn't thinking it was THIS fast, moreorless the usual 75 wpm i tend to get. let me check again:

never mind my fingers hurt too much to do a proper typing test lol. oh well.

anyways, golly typing a bunch did a number on my fingers. i love touch typing so much and i also love looking at the keyboard and just praying that i hit the right keys and fixing the mistakes if i ever detect any. im exhausted. i think im gonna call it quits right now on the blog post as my typing has gotten much worst and i cant see properly, also my legs are getting uncomfortable being in this position, its also 4 am. ill write another blog post (when im more awake) in the upcoming days. hope everyone is having a great day, peace! 

p.s. i hate that the comma button is right next to the period because i just guess which one im hitting when typing, and i end up hitting the wrong one each time.