penguin slap :0

 

bedroom

 

2 am thoughts

it's been a bit, sorry!! real life has been getting in the way of writing blog posts (starting to sound similar to the last blogspot 😵‍💫). anyway! what's up? ive been chilling going to work and all that jazz, reorganized my k-pop collection too... i have a LOT of versions of some albums as well so i thought i'd downsize whats on the shelf and where everything else goes. thankfully it ended up exactly how i wanted it, it looks so much better now and i have more space to put future releases / what's left on my wishlist. there's a new order too which i feel pretty happy with, all my fav groups right where i want them in order, that and theres more i could do with it in addition... i need to update the collection site at SOME point, give myself something to do with julienet, which turns a year old in 3 weeks!! wow. im very happy with what ive done with julienet so far and i can NOT wait to see how far it goes this year... i have so many ideas that i wanna do and hopefully i can do all of them, but idk if i will, but that's fine, no need to rush. i wanna take some more time for myself this year, ive been interested in seeing how much i can improve my general living conditions, which could make me a more positive person, something i feel very strongly about. im lowkey interested in becoming a buddhist but id have to look into it, it sounds really enticing but i dont think i could give up my possessions or anything, a lot of this stuff i feel strongly about that i cant really see myself without them, at least right now. im a collector for crying out loud! getting rid of my hobbies would destroy me, shout out to all buddhists tho all the ones ive seen have been rly chill. hmmm, i wonder if there's an extension to make the blogger editior dak mode, this is my current view right now: 

also switching to firefox since having this laptop is one of the greatest things ever, i love firefox so much, its so efficient for me and highly customizable, any problems ive had with it were because of the website i was using and not the browser.i did some digging and... nothing. the closest i found was a blogger theme for firefox from 2019 but it looks like it was from 2009. im thinking of buying a bunch of clothes tuesday... not sure why but i am definitely feeling it. i want to get more clothes i like this year in comparison to what ive been wearing the last year, i actually feel like this could be good and benefit me a lot, just a hunch though. le sserafim's weverse dm opened up today and i bought sakura's and oh my godddd she's sending so much already but its so cute so i cant complain. shes so cute on there, her first reaction was saying that there was a lot of messages and when she realized everyone got notifications who were on vibrate she said sorry, thats so her and i love it. im probably going to keep it for the month but cancel it because i dont like paying for stuff like this, it feels kind of weird to me and i dont necessarily like the idea of paying for a hope at communication, feels a bit weird doesn't it? anyway its been so cold here as of late and im TIREEDDDD of it, i want it to be like 40-50 and its just been between 15-30 and its like, okay. sure, keep getting colder and colder. at least the heater in my apartment is nice, keeps me warm. i dont want to think about the bill tho, thats a scary thought lol. oh well. i meant to lay down a bit ago and ended up taking a nap which... ugh i didnt want to do because its now 2 am and im not tired much, which thanks i guess. anyway i hope this year is better than the last and it has been so far in my opinion, a lot of good things have been happening and i would only expect more good things to come as well. i hope to explore my love of nerd stuff again, like the dreamcast, rap music and films, im more focused on films. omg sakura is talking about chaewon's height on weverse right now lol, anyway i hope i focus more on films specifically because my watchlist is like 600+ and i should probably get on it, i wanna finish the godzilla films and start gamera, i also wanna finish all the toho monster films, as well as watch more japanese films as theres a lot out there that are cool.i hope to get more blu-rays too, i love looking at my collection, and wanna get more for it, but i also want to get more for my beastie boys collection. i made a checklist for what i want and its a lot, hoping i get all of it by june at least. im mostly looking for the 2 albums i dont have as well as the compilations... i REALLY want the anthology CD but thats because i love reading about what they have to say regarding each song and record. its really fun, ive read a few from a scan i found on reddit and theyre not only funny but really informative. i love beastie boys sm, ive been listening the entire time ive been writing this post, i also listened to Check Your Head earlier too when cleaning my apartment, im currently at 2,000 plays according to last.fm and i can see it getting MUCH higher before the ending of the year. theyre SOOOOO cool i love reading about them and watching interviews and all that jazz, you can tell theyre doing what they want and being who they are, its so cool to me, and feels a bit refreshing considering my last interest, they really are the coolest 3 people ever in existence. i have officially ran out of things i could possibly say for the night so im signing off. i hope everyone is doing well. peace!

David Lynch

David Lynch has always been one of my favorite directors, and the most influential when it came to how I approach media and film. The news earlier made my heart sank lower than I've heard any other news and/or celebrity passing. Lynch's work has touched me in many ways, and is a huge inspiration to me, my art and how I go through every day life, realizing it or not. I don't think for Lynch, I would be down this path that I am in for life, making me feel more comfortable with myself and my ideas and experimentation. No amount of words can describe how monumental and important his work is to me, how much I've spent studying, how much I read about him. I hope when I'm older, I grow into someone like David Lynch. He really was one of the greatest and best to ever do it. Rest in peace, I hope the coffee up there is as good as it was down here, you deserve it.

nas - the world is yours

 

this song is so amazing, the instrument is so heavenly, i love it so much. insane mix of being hype and soothing at the same time. shout out to nas

i looveeeeeeee college

apparently this class is a hybrid class and i had no idea until now

ear

i think my ear is messed up, it's not quieter than the other side or anything that's damaging but it's been popping and it feels weirder than the other side. also my headphones keep peaking on that side and it's annoying. i wonder what's up.

edit: i just realized it's because that side is moist and the other isn't. strange.

edit 2: okay turns out my earbuds were terrible. everything should be fine, also my ears are fine now idk why i made this post lol.

i wonder a lot about life

i wonder a lot about life, how it progresses and where it can end up taking you. like how did i spend 3 years loving k-pop? how did i get so obsessed with it? why am i obsessed with the beastie boys now? i sometimes wonder about a lot of stuff like that and how the mind works, its a very interesting topic. today was my first day back to college and it was, weird? i had a spanish and literature class (both i'm very excited about)and they were pretty alright, i ended up dropping my compsci class i was going to do today but thats because i did NOT want to use microsoft office, also i hate coding TT. i know i do html but its different because thats something i find fun, something i cant say for any other language. other than that, i think this year is going to go pretty swell, i have a lot of hope for it and it's going to be fun, all the subjects im taking i have a strong interest in. i hope i can get my life together this semester in comparison to the other semesters, i think ill be able to do that just fine with enough push, which will be the case. im very excited about starting this blog too, i feel like i have enough in me to start milking posts again since its on a website i love / easier to use. ive been exploring my past interests these last few days and its been really fun to do, most notably sonic and my dreamcast. i am super excited even thinking and playing my dreamcast, i forgot how much i love that console and how advanced it was for the time and how cool the entire console is as a whole... i can go on and on about it. ive been going through the games i have currently and hoping i can play them more this year, i love the shoot em ups even though i am absolutely horrible at them but i am in awe at the visuals, absolutely amazing. i love the sonic games of course, Sonic Adventure 2 will always remain my favorite game ever. i like the fighting games too, theyre fire but theres too many of them and i guess that makes sense, because of the fact the dreamcast has the naomi chips. ive been listening to east coast hip-hop more as of late and its just amazing, i have a goal to listen to 150+ new rap albums this year and im already a couple of albums in but im hoping to get more. shout out to new york and atlanta, some of the best rap ever. ive been falling out of kpop as of late, i have a wishlist i want to complete but once i do, it might be a wrap for me outside of the groups i like, which might suck for the kpop page but ive been editing that page nonstop for nearly 2 years, i need to take a break from it. with that being said, the love and admiration i have for LE SSERAFIM has stayed the same, i dont think anything will bring me down from them, as well as ILLIT. it feels weird, but i think im ready to move on and go back to my sega fanboy / weeb / rap fan self as its where i feel most comfortable and like myself. i like kpop still but i feel better i guess. i love collecting though so i dont think this'll change much but yeah, as of right now im in a weird spot lol. i hope i can fully revert back though, i miss geeking out over some obscure nerd shit because no one else would, i feel more individualistic and free without kpop crushing me down, if that makes sense, im finding my place on earth and hoping to stick with it, as im not in a terrible mindset anymore. i love everyone and everything i interact with in my daily life, and i dont want anything to stampede that when i take my interests so seriously. im done typing for the night, i hope everyone has a great night, peace!

is this thing on?

what's up julienet nation, real life's been getting in the way of me wanting to do stuff like this but i finally have time to sit down and write something. i hope you don't mind the change to blogger, i like this a lot more to be honest, i can embed things properly as well as put in images easier... like this!

see! much easier than pure html like on the julienet website. i love the ui i chose too, it reminds me a lot of those blogs from the late 2000s and early 2010s that i like to read a lot, feels fun. im hoping to use this blog like i did my previous blog from 2022. i love blogging and posting so i can see myself getting to that point. i hope i can casually post stuff that's cool or interesting, and since i can post directly from my phone too it could be awesome to see what ends up happening. thats all i wanna say for this post for now, but i fear another post is coming later today ;). peace y'all.