2 am thoughts

it's been a bit, sorry!! real life has been getting in the way of writing blog posts (starting to sound similar to the last blogspot 😵‍💫). anyway! what's up? ive been chilling going to work and all that jazz, reorganized my k-pop collection too... i have a LOT of versions of some albums as well so i thought i'd downsize whats on the shelf and where everything else goes. thankfully it ended up exactly how i wanted it, it looks so much better now and i have more space to put future releases / what's left on my wishlist. there's a new order too which i feel pretty happy with, all my fav groups right where i want them in order, that and theres more i could do with it in addition... i need to update the collection site at SOME point, give myself something to do with julienet, which turns a year old in 3 weeks!! wow. im very happy with what ive done with julienet so far and i can NOT wait to see how far it goes this year... i have so many ideas that i wanna do and hopefully i can do all of them, but idk if i will, but that's fine, no need to rush. i wanna take some more time for myself this year, ive been interested in seeing how much i can improve my general living conditions, which could make me a more positive person, something i feel very strongly about. im lowkey interested in becoming a buddhist but id have to look into it, it sounds really enticing but i dont think i could give up my possessions or anything, a lot of this stuff i feel strongly about that i cant really see myself without them, at least right now. im a collector for crying out loud! getting rid of my hobbies would destroy me, shout out to all buddhists tho all the ones ive seen have been rly chill. hmmm, i wonder if there's an extension to make the blogger editior dak mode, this is my current view right now: 

also switching to firefox since having this laptop is one of the greatest things ever, i love firefox so much, its so efficient for me and highly customizable, any problems ive had with it were because of the website i was using and not the browser.i did some digging and... nothing. the closest i found was a blogger theme for firefox from 2019 but it looks like it was from 2009. im thinking of buying a bunch of clothes tuesday... not sure why but i am definitely feeling it. i want to get more clothes i like this year in comparison to what ive been wearing the last year, i actually feel like this could be good and benefit me a lot, just a hunch though. le sserafim's weverse dm opened up today and i bought sakura's and oh my godddd she's sending so much already but its so cute so i cant complain. shes so cute on there, her first reaction was saying that there was a lot of messages and when she realized everyone got notifications who were on vibrate she said sorry, thats so her and i love it. im probably going to keep it for the month but cancel it because i dont like paying for stuff like this, it feels kind of weird to me and i dont necessarily like the idea of paying for a hope at communication, feels a bit weird doesn't it? anyway its been so cold here as of late and im TIREEDDDD of it, i want it to be like 40-50 and its just been between 15-30 and its like, okay. sure, keep getting colder and colder. at least the heater in my apartment is nice, keeps me warm. i dont want to think about the bill tho, thats a scary thought lol. oh well. i meant to lay down a bit ago and ended up taking a nap which... ugh i didnt want to do because its now 2 am and im not tired much, which thanks i guess. anyway i hope this year is better than the last and it has been so far in my opinion, a lot of good things have been happening and i would only expect more good things to come as well. i hope to explore my love of nerd stuff again, like the dreamcast, rap music and films, im more focused on films. omg sakura is talking about chaewon's height on weverse right now lol, anyway i hope i focus more on films specifically because my watchlist is like 600+ and i should probably get on it, i wanna finish the godzilla films and start gamera, i also wanna finish all the toho monster films, as well as watch more japanese films as theres a lot out there that are cool.i hope to get more blu-rays too, i love looking at my collection, and wanna get more for it, but i also want to get more for my beastie boys collection. i made a checklist for what i want and its a lot, hoping i get all of it by june at least. im mostly looking for the 2 albums i dont have as well as the compilations... i REALLY want the anthology CD but thats because i love reading about what they have to say regarding each song and record. its really fun, ive read a few from a scan i found on reddit and theyre not only funny but really informative. i love beastie boys sm, ive been listening the entire time ive been writing this post, i also listened to Check Your Head earlier too when cleaning my apartment, im currently at 2,000 plays according to last.fm and i can see it getting MUCH higher before the ending of the year. theyre SOOOOO cool i love reading about them and watching interviews and all that jazz, you can tell theyre doing what they want and being who they are, its so cool to me, and feels a bit refreshing considering my last interest, they really are the coolest 3 people ever in existence. i have officially ran out of things i could possibly say for the night so im signing off. i hope everyone is doing well. peace!